Glutton

A million and one thoughts
racing through my head
I wonder how all of this will end
All these thoughts can't escape
I just want you to be my date
It always turns out this way
I don't know why
I'm so surprised
There was nothing you tried to hide
But still it makes me feel like shit inside
Just want everything to stop
But can't seem to get enough
Glutton for punishment
It's not how things should have went
Standing here watching everything come and go
Never have to feel this low
But I'm a glutton for punishment
This is something you should know.